Residing in heaven - that was a lifelong wish! Had a lifetime's worth of romantic ideations of how one might do it. And yet when that morning came - there wasn't much to consider, was just gonna do it or go to work. In utter distress, heavy sobbing & tear soaked face - lead myself to the kitchen drawer & was gonna get that cheap, so sharp knife which had accidentally & deeply sliced my fingers before. It would have done the act - my release me from my life blade...
