Don't cry infront of them, please just fight back the tears. Please, just don't let them see me cry. Anxiety in those situations. I know this feeling so well. I hate it. This feeling is the worst. Anxiety causes it.
This really irritates me, pain is relative but I feel stupid for beeing sad about things that really hurt me just bc there are people there o may have it worst. You were all expected to be happy and I hope one day we do.
I killed someone, you see. I killed the girl, who used to be me. Sad but true. I let peoples hate & negativity bring me down so far down that I no longer recognize the girl in the mirror staring back at me.
The demons came back, I am not fighting them anymore because I don't have the strength and honestly I just fucking give up.<<<would you give up if I told you I loved you, slayed those demons, and helped you regain your strength?