Stop putting it off. You never regret drinking tea, it makes you feel awesome and it tastes amazing. But for some reason we're always too busy and stressed. Take those out of your day to sip on some warm tea and just chill
It sad when you realize that , It doesn't matter how much you do for someone, in the end they are going to do what ever the fuck they want and not care about you and your feelings. Loyalty and friendship don't seem to mean a god damn thing anymore.