This really does sound like what many kids of this generation to through these days. I really think it's why you play computer games - boredom, escape, protest, mental training, before making important decisions
Anxiety is a bitch, but when you add social anxiety it's so much worse! Especially when you really want to talk to someone but won't because you don't want to mess up! >>> That is so how I feel around certain beings. ARRRGGHHH HELP ME!