Do you want to know the thing you should be doing energetically? It is to PROTECT your energy. Your energy is sacred. Your energy is holy. Your energy definitely needs to cleared. But most importantly, it needs to be protected. So, how do you do that?
Sometimes I just want to disappear into the wilderness but I don't like bugs or wild animals. Perfect life laying in bed eating cake all day without gaining weight. Whatever, go to sleep and give it to God.