""Are you okay?" "I'm FINE." F-Faking a smile I-Insecure N-Numb to everything E-Emotionally unstable At least I'm not lying"
death depression sad suicide pain fat self harm hopeless self hate cut cutting ugly die fucked up lies dying fake stupid sadness not good enough useless worthless self destruction razor blade pathetic unwanted im fine unloved unliked
i didn't do it to be happy. i did it to have control over something. to escape from the emotional pain.