I know I shouldn't be. But knowing that their is another girl that's making you smile besides me. Makes my heart break into so many pieces. Because I would do anything to light up your world the way you light up mine. But the sad thing is I'll never tell you my feelings because.... You aren't mine. But at the end of the day that's all I want to be.
"Anxiety & depression on a ball and chain...most days I can drag them along just fine...but not always." Please tell someone if you are struggling in any way. We are here for you, and you will get through this, day by day. You are never alone. -DCT
I respect you wanting to wait. I totally do. But if it's bc of you being afraid of not being good enough, that is simply not true. I don't think I will be good at it either but idc bc I want you to literally feel how much I care for you. And I want to feel and share in that wonderful experience with you. My stomach actually gets in knots as I write this bc I just imagine how utterly amazing it would be and I cannot comprehend it. It will be spectacular whenever it happens... I cannot wait :)