I question if I would do it. I'm too weak and yet too strong. I don't know but I think I'll hurt a few people who I really love. I don't want my sister to have so much pain because of my own pain. That's the only reason.
I don't want to push you away. Every day I get that bit better but it will be a tough journey until my broken soul is fixed. I only hope that you can stick by me through this last hurdle so I can begin my life anew and I can heal.