You have a right to your madness. We live in a mad world, and sometimes we have to lose our minds in order to find them, we have to be weak in order to understand the importance of resilience and strength.
I don't regret a thing I've done. I don't wish I could change anything. Why? Because I've learned lessons that I never would have learned otherwise, and those lessons are my armor from repeating past mistakes. I'll never be a Queen. I'm a Warrior.
"Why does it hurt so much?" "Because it matters. Because you love with a tenacious love. Hurt is just the predecessor of love and anger is just the predecessor of hurt. You have a deep anger because you have a deep love.