And that's how this word ended up becoming my favourite, I was searching for something else on the dictionary and this word came along which gave meaning to a lot of things that happen to me whenever I'm not searching consciously for an answer.
I have to remember this. I have a tendency to want to hold on to people forever. And when they don't want the same, I become hurt, and react by building walls. I am grateful for the time some people gave me. Especially when I lost my child.