I think this is the way I'm going to live my life from now on.I don't like this pain I feel all over my body right now.What's the point? Eventually, everyone leaves anyways and all I'm left with is a shattered heart and difficult breathing.
This is what it feel like to be with a Narcissistic Sociopath. You constantly have to have your guard up to avoid all attacks. Your survival instincts kick in, and you will do anything to protect yourself from their manipulative tactics.