Just because you aren't given the credit and haven't been recognised for your work doesn't mean you have to give up or stop. You don't always need credit, other people do not always have to know what you are capable of doing as long as you do.
and some others were asking about the cursive font people love to write on their notes and journals, so i made a reference page for you to practice with! hope this is helpful! zoom-in for better quality!