Melissa Peuraharju

Melissa Peuraharju

Melissa Peuraharju
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I really don't. I know there was a time, though.

I really don't. I know there was a time, though.

I tried so hard to get better, to get over this, to forget it all and move on and I thought I was getting to the point where I could say that I am feeling a lot better, but right now I couldn't feel any worse... by seeing that you felt that staying with me would have been settling.

I tried so hard to get better, to get over this, to forget it all and move on and I thought I was getting to the point where I could say that I am feeling a lot better, but right now I couldn't feel any worse... by seeing that you felt that staying with me would have been settling.

Betrayal has stolen me from me. I can't explain how someone's love has destroyed me so that I feel like a shadow of who I once was. I can't explain why you can't look me in the eye with affection when it's all I need. And I wonder if hopelessness has overcome me in a web of deceit from which I cannot untangle myself. Webs floating off my face and finger so long after I've passed through it. It shouldn't still hurt so much. Tell that to the ghost of me.

Betrayal has stolen me from me. I can't explain how someone's love has destroyed me so that I feel like a shadow of who I once was. I can't explain why you can't look me in the eye with affection when it's all I need. And I wonder if hopelessness has overcome me in a web of deceit from which I cannot untangle myself. Webs floating off my face and finger so long after I've passed through it. It shouldn't still hurt so much. Tell that to the ghost of me.

But if I sit in the rain maybe I can drown in something other than my own thoughts

But if I sit in the rain maybe I can drown in something other than my own thoughts

i'm fine. wait, no i'm not. but you don't care, do you? and you never did right?

i'm fine. wait, no i'm not. but you don't care, do you? and you never did right?

Pick me up when I am down and not just beat me further down into the rut I'm digging for myself. #depression http://smileplease.club/

Pick me up when I am down and not just beat me further down into the rut I'm digging for myself. #depression http://smileplease.club/

one of my favorite advice columnists, dan savage, said something along the lines of "shit is going to keep on happening, you have to adapt." i don't like it but it does seem to be true.

one of my favorite advice columnists, dan savage, said something along the lines of "shit is going to keep on happening, you have to adapt." i don't like it but it does seem to be true.

I keep it all inside because I'd rather the pain destroy me, than everyone else...not the best way to heal though.

I keep it all inside because I'd rather the pain destroy me, than everyone else...not the best way to heal though.

A lot lately is on things I shouldn't feel guilty about, because i haven't done anything wrong.

A lot lately is on things I shouldn't feel guilty about, because i haven't done anything wrong.

Definitely had some bad days, and I've hurt the man i love in the process. I'm so sorry baby xxx

Definitely had some bad days, and I've hurt the man i love in the process. I'm so sorry baby xxx