I take EVERY bit of blame for what has happened and I hurt you unnecessarily. You were unaware of any of it. I'm sorry, I will always be sorry for getting sucked into it ALL. I hurt, we hurt, a lot of people and ruined friendships.
I often just push the feeling of hurt down. For example, with friendships and people saying mean things. Cause those things mattered to you and someone picked at it. It hurt cause it did in fact matter to you, and they tore it apart.
Nah I think the quote is more like this for me : dear heart, your in good hands. Your the most blessed thing on earth. You have an amazing girl in your life. Hey brain, I told you I knew I was going to be ok of I went with her
Just remember that the people you call your "friends" are the people you hated and talked shit on a few months back. Just know that you lost true friends who had your back and gained friends who talk shit on you when you're not there.
And I am, I don't regret it. I learned a lot and made some of the most amazing memories.i was crazy in love with you and i will never forget that feeling. I will also remember the feeling of how you betrayed me too.