Your are your 'selfish' years. It's a decade to immerse yourself in every single thing possible. Be selfish with your time and all the aspects of you. Tinker with shit, travel, explore, love a lot, love a little and never touch the ground.
these mountains that you are carrying, you were only supposed to climb. ~Najwa Zebian~ living without love hurts. carrying regret and heartbreak for those events only worsens the pain. learn to let go.