Oh lord I am crying now. Holding back tears incase anyone thinks it's ok to slander me. I just wish I had the strenght to off myself. Then no one will say hurtful things to me no more, or seek to take my life from me. Damn this world! I hope those who don't or choose not to come to u full heartly, burns! Though I do not deserve your mercy, I would for those who I have loved.