don't look at everything so negative. like it says "God promises to make something good come out of the storms..." just be more patient & pray to God, don't force good things to happen. go w the flow & accept what God have you as a choice. He knows what's best for you, in a way you can say he's tryna get your attention so you could become closer w him. keep in mind, it's a test. be careful what you do or say. you can choose which way to sin but you can't choose the consequence for it.