It was a good day for the most part. But as the day progressed things only seemed to get worse. Sometimes I get so tired of fighting. I know God's got this, He's taking care of it. All I'm struggling with, He's using to make me into who I'm meant to be. But sometimes I lose hope, I teeter on the edge. I wish I could trust more. I know I will eventually, but I can't seem to find it right now.