I put on so many faces. The face of a good mom, the face of a good wife, the face of a good friend, so many faces. I put so much energy into being everything for everyone, and I fail miserably. I can't stop though because it would be worse if they all saw how miserable and self loathing I truly am. But I can't keep up the energy anymore. I just want to curl up into a little ball, and not exist anymore. I'm done trying for a while. I'm just done.