She could not continue living so far away from him after getting news that he was injured. She could not go either, she's pregnant. She wanted to be there for him, comfort him, make him feel safe and treat his wounds herself. She walked into his closet and saw his coat hanging. She took it in her hands, it smells like him, she thought. She wrapped it around her body and could feel as if his arms are embracing her, holding her tightly. She fell on her knees and broke down.