I know this feeling. It's an all consuming feeling of emptiness and loneliness. Even when you have people that care about you. You still feel alone and empty. And you want to just cry out for help but the emptiness consumes you. So true.
A strong happy woman who was so full of life, possibilities, enthusiasm, vitality. Sucked dry for 30 years. You don't just pick yourself up and move on after this. The man you thought you married is dead - he never existed - It feels