I am forever changed. kissed you goodbye and cried over how wonderful you are. Tear hear Eli sob so hard and yell for his mommy just break me apart. I am forever changed and I know you want me to forever be his rock. I promise I will . I promise
I'm not sure if you truly ever heal after the loss of a loved one you just learn to live life without them, and I will never be whole again. I will learn to live with the emptiness of the hole in my heart.
There are lots of things that I want to tell you. There are so many things that happen and I want to pick up the phone,but I know I can't. You probably know these things before I do. I really do miss our talks on the phone mom.