But then I realized that I was holding on to something that didn't exist anymore, that the person I missed didn't exist anymore. People change, and we can wish they wouldn't all day long, but that never works.
This is so true it hurts. I try so hard to hide all of my emotions and be happy all the time when my heart is breaking and slowly killing me. I try to be strong for everyone that I love even if I am crying myself to sleep.