I'm always screwing things up. I say things that I don't mean and I ruin people's lives. I should just spare other people and not be friends with anyone ever again. I just want to apologize to everyone that I've hurt. its just who I am.
As I've gotten older I've realized that I'm not an extrovert nor (obviously) an introvert, but I'm an ambivert. sometimes I need space to think, and actually have come to enjoy and even value my alone time.