"Whenever I have a good few months and I think I've gotten over the worst of my depression, it silently returns. This isn't a battle I asked to fight. I'm tired of knowing it's always coming back." I feel like this exactly
I don't fall or believe in love. I did once and that's when I told myself I was never gunna fall or believe in love ever again because they lied to me and broke my heart. But ever since I met you iv been falling for you. - I love you.