I am broken for the first time in my life, utterly broken and I haven't cried at all but I feel hollow inside. I feel like I've failed again in one of the many things I am used to failing. I feel like crap, like I've fallen in a big, deep, black hole and nobody ain't coming for me, they can't hear me either. I really wish someone could save me today, I really need someone to save me for I have failed to save myself Anirbas xx
