It hurts, no one can understand how you really feel. We hide our pain, put on a brace face and carry on. Being strong is hard especially for long periods of time, coping on your own. I feel the pain of others, I really do.
i am thankful for all those difficult people in my life. they have shown me exactly who i do not want to be. Hypocrites and the like who act one way at school and behave totally different in their homes. People who believe in one thing but act another.