oh no you didnt matter at all! He used your pathetic life to make him feel sorry for you. he only felt sorry for you then realized he made the biggest mistake of his life and realized you were medically crazy. you looked pathetic trying to hold on
I worry about you so much. I hope you're ok. I miss your laugh, listening to you talk in your sleep, and sometimes I can still hear your voice yelling that dinner is ready to me from upstairs. God I love you.