I'm really sorry I'm an idiot and extremely hard to deal with most of the time. And I mess up every conversation we have in a matter of seconds an done shit in the past to put us hear. I'm sorry I wish I could be there with you holding you. I love you.
What I hate the most is that my mom COMPLETELY understands me because we both have anxiety and depression, but she still tells me that I don't try, and that's when I feel like even the people closest to me don't understand.