Yep done it for to long and will not compromise this in my next relationship and a real man wouldn't let this be how his woman feels ever.not being second. Don't make yourself available for that foolishness! I have learned my lesaon.
There's sometimes a battle between the mind and the heart, what exactly should you do now! It's hard to pretend you are ok with it all, when in actuality.it's just as tough as the day before. I gave my body heart and soul