You don't get it okay, it's not easy for me to explain. But I'm not trying to be lazy, it's just that I'm so f*cking tired and I have no motivation to succeed and I don't even know why this life is happening to me.
I think this is why people cut themselves because you can deal with physical pain easily. But emotional pain that is what makes people want to die, or live just so they don't hurt others and make them deal with what you deal with.
This happened in school today but everyone thought it was because of a video about the Black Plague that we watched BC it was graphic but I just couldn't smile anymore so I lied and said it was the video <aww I feel so sorry 4 u.